Is sickness always a visitation from the Lord? Yes and no! It all depends on whom He needs to visit, and most importantly — what has caused the illness. From ancient sources it is known that diseases can be of three kinds: sacred, karmic, and admitted.
As a rule, the Lord visits those whose sickness is classified as sacred. However, even this does not always happen — the rule has its exceptions. On the other hand, karmic illnesses presuppose paying off one’s debts by 51% to enable one to have the right for the Protection of the Supreme Powers, as a result of which one can expect a visitation from the Lord. But if a disease is admitted due to the ruinous actions of people subject to alcoholism, for example, who indulge their basest instincts and lead a life as slaves to their destructive addictions — have they not deprived themselves of the right to a visitation from the Lord?
How many of them have appeared — seekers of eternal life, composers of the elixir of immortality, inventors of new devices, drugs, and vaccines, which many scientists have tested on themselves, enriching science at the cost of their own lives! A search was conducted by healers of ancient times, alchemists of the Middle Ages, and, finally, scientists of the last century, advancing along the rungs of Evolution, which eventually led to the reduction of diseases and to an increase in humanity’s life-expectancy.
Thus, a significant step from elementary bloodletting to blood transfusion was made by the Russian scientist Alexander Bogdanov, who back in the 1920s aimed to bring all the sciences together and tried to invent his own discipline — tektology. Wanting to achieve eternal youth, he began experiments with blood; he even managed to convince Joseph Stalin to create the Institute of Blood Transfusion. Bogdanov himself underwent 11 blood transfusions, after which his eyesight had improved, hair loss had stopped — that is, it is possible to say that the signs of rejuvenation had appeared. Yet after he poured into himself the blood of one of his students who was sick with malaria and tuberculosis, the scientist died.
And who does not know Marie Curie, the only woman-laureate of two Nobel Prizes, who coined the term radiology and became famous thanks to her experiments in this domain! She died of leukemia, and here the question arises: could not she be honoured for a visitation from the Lord?!
And must not the Lord have bypassed the deathbed of chemical engineer Thomas Midgley Jr., the consequences of whose inventions the world will still have been resolving by the end of our century? His lethal inventions — the chemical antidetonators, tetraethyl lead in particular, contributed to the poisoning of three generations of children and increased the risk of skin cancer formation, etc. And was it not the karmic retribution that overtook him when he contracted poliomyelitis at the age of 55 years? He died after becoming entangled in the ropes of his own device, being strangled by the system of blocks and ropes, which he invented so they could lift him up from the bed, yet they not only chained him, but they also killed him.
A great multitude of devices for the prolongation of life, as well as for its reduction, have been invented by humanity, and all of them have been actively used for many centuries. The Supreme Powers have repeatedly handed out schemes of devices, which, unfortunately, have still remained in the Depository of humanity’s unused opportunities. It is like a cemetery. Or maybe, with the expiration of time, someone among our contemporaries has managed to bring to the light of God something which was not materialized in its time? Yes, of course, an especially inquisitive scientific mind is most often able to break through the veil of Mystery. And much is laid on the Altar of Science, and scientists gain worldwide fame, yet some of them are “honoured” with the stigma of being known as pseudoscientists.
How many persecutions the member of the Academy of Sciences of the USSR, Andrei Sakharov, suffered — the father of the Soviet hydrogen bomb, who, paradoxical as it may sound, was the most ardent fighter against nuclear weapons. Everything in this world is ambiguous.
Blessed be the memory of the academician Anatoly Akimov, who invented the torsion generator and dedicated his life to deeper penetration into the mysteries of torsion fields. And here it is worth mentioning that, thanks to his acquaintance with my books, he invited me to work in his International Institute of Theoretical and Applied Physics, where I had worked for several years in collaboration with scientists from different countries. In particular, many years ago, Akimov introduced me to the Deputy Minister of Health of South Korea, where later studies were conducted on the basis of cancer hospitals. By the way, when he asked Akimov whether he had measured my energy by his devices, Akimov replied: “For the time being, there are no devices to measure the energy of Zinovya Vasilyevna — not only on the Earth, but even in the whole Solar System.”
At one meeting with readers in Kiev, Ukraine, I talked about the fact that some of the frescoes in Saint Sophia Cathedral give out impulses at a certain time. And afterwards, the scientists who worked on the territory of the temple said that they purchased, as far as I can remember, Dutch sensors, and made energy measurements, which confirmed the manifestation of high-frequency impulses emanating from the frescoes, as well as from the sarcophagus at the designated time.
So, with Akimov’s team we visited Kiev, met with these scientists, and new experiments were outlined. Thanks to the devices Akimov had, measurements were made in many temples, churches, monasteries, and where their atmosphere was not prayerful, indicators were rather low or almost absent. And this applies not only to Christian, but also to Buddhist temples. And wherever there was a high and pure spirit of prayer, the indicators of energy were quite high.
Also I tried to contribute to the establishment of co-operation with Indian physicists. Dr. Waryam Singh, whom I know, highly appreciated the works of theoretical physicist Gennady Shipov, whose scientific research I had introduced to him. Naturally, for the eastern consciousness based on ancient treatises, the development of our “figures of pseudoscience” has received deep understanding, being in tune with Vedic philosophy. Of course, not being a physicist, I as a philosopher cannot judge to what extent official science is right in their recognition or non-recognition of these scientists.
However, every seeker of Truth, at least now in the 21st century, has a right to respect. And while today they no longer can be brought to the bonfire like Giordano Bruno or be condemned like Galileo Galilei, neither should they be persecuted morally.
Do the true scientists, who are not alien to the ideas of humanism, really have the time to tear themselves away from their urgent research and waste it on stigmatizing their own brethren, who as much as possible have paved their path through the thorns to the stars?! Here only Time itself — as both a physical and a philosophical concept — will judge all. As the Great Teacher Jesus Christ said: “By their fruits ye shall know them.”
I cannot bypass one of Anatoly Akimov’s companions — namely, the academician Peter Gariaev, who throughout his scientific career had been persecuted by the official structures of the Russian Academy of Sciences. He departed this world just a few days ago. Blessed be the memory of this seeking spirit! And while I was not closely acquainted with him, I know that Gariaev was a convinced supporter of wave (quantum) structure in terms of both the microworld and the macrostructure as a DNA molecule. Both theoretical and practical experiments of his were associated with proving the existence of informational communication channels in the genome, as well as the possibility of exchanging genetic information among biological objects.
Works by Peter Gariaev are rather multifaceted, because he was a person of fairly broad views. The consequences of this can be considered high praise for the monograph Quantum genome in terms of theory of physical vacuum — written by Peter Gariaev with Gennady Shipov; in 2019 this book was praised by the Nobel Prize laureate in Medicine Luc Montagnier. And on 27 October 2020 Peter Gariaev informed his relatives that he had been nominated for the 2021 Nobel Prize. I hope this news brought joy and imbued his heart with good hope.
The Heart! It is the Alpha and Omega — the beginning and the end — of all that exists — the First and the Last. Moreover, the Alpha and Omega to St John in the Book of Revelation is God. Human beings have been “tailored” in the image and likeness of God. And each one of us has our own outlined path, which has a beginning and an end.
Here, no matter how good or bad the beginning may have been, still, the most important stage is the end of human life. Will the Lord visit us and, after taking our hand, will He raise us from our deathbed, like the resurrected Lazarus? Will He send us to continue our earthly path or will He lead us along the pathways of Eternity towards other planets? After all, on those planets more grateful beings can welcome our soul, and our soul will continue its labour on new Cosmic soils, at the same time not forgetting to pray for ungrateful humanity. And maybe then our soul may find someone on the Earth through whose heart will pass the highest vibrations and give an impulse for new scientific quests… Who knows?!
27 October… This day is especially significant for me… On 27 October 2020 it was 28 years since records started, and The Parable of the Heavenly Warrior was first brought to light. This Warrior went from life to life in order to help people; yet they brutally tortured and murdered him, and, after returning to Heaven, he looked at the Earth with only one thought: “To come and triumph by Love.” And then I realized that this would be the motto of my life, as it was the motto of many of those who came into this world before me and, perhaps, still live even now in some corner of the world, being persecuted and killed both morally and physically. Do such people need magnificent memorial words, exquisite tombs?
Personally, for me, it would be enough to have a handful of ashes under a simple cross with the inscription “Finally finished her ordeal.” I have died several times, and when the Master of my heart took me by the hand and led me into the depths of the Heavens, I looked back and saw the images of those few people who were pressing The Teaching of the Heart to their chests. And then a silent cry burst from my own breast: “O Lord, return me to them, for they will otherwise remain as orphans!”
And He would return me to everyone, including those who had arranged for me a trial, along with the public burning of my books — books that were given through me to all suffering souls; and once again I approached with heartfelt gifts those who had repeatedly betrayed me. My hope to see someone like Paul is still indestructible — someone who stoned the righteous but, after coming to believe in Christ, became His faithful Apostle, and brought into the world the Word of Love commanded by the Lord who visited him! But I hope that the hope which dies last, will not die together with me without meeting the newly converted Paul.
The soul hurts! And this pain cannot be compared with any physical pain — this is known to anyone who has experienced it. And the only One Who can help in healing the suffering soul is the Lord, Who visits the soul at the very threshold of death! He hears the silent groan of the heart covered with wounds and comes to those from whose tightly closed lips a sorrowful moan will never escape.
Thousands of souls come to the Earth from other worlds to help this sick planet, and she is pierced through with numerous fatal diseases. The flesh of the Earth is struck by illnesses such as cancer — cardiovascular, and even venereal — which can be described by both a visible and an invisible low-frequency formula in the form of energy vibrations. And many dwellers of other planets take upon themselves this heavy burden: accepting a disease into their flesh and remelting it over their own inner fire so as to help alter its formula on the cellular level. Many of them perish after reaching the “point of no return” and, of course, by their free will, they can either return to their own worlds or continue the cycle of earthly incarnations, taking upon themselves other illnesses as well. And in the Ethereal Scientific Laboratories, gigantic layers of knowledge are compiled, acquired by such an experimental path as is found in the bowels of humanity — sometimes presented in the “image” of purgatory or the depths of hell.
Here I remember how more than forty years ago in a maternity hospital, while being in hospital care because of my pregnancy, I saw a woman lying in a thin nightdress on a bare stretcher on a bare cement floor. She was found to have syphilis, which her beloved husband was responsible for, and she was supposed to be taken to a venereal disease clinic to give birth. She started to suffer birth pangs, but she was shoved aside like a leper.
I, on the other hand, was shocked by the inexpressible heartache seen in her eyes, and I approached her. Or, perhaps, through me, an invisible Angel, a messenger of the Lord, came closer to her so as, by simple human sympathy, to give her the strength to bring another person into the world. I believe that the Lord will continue to visit this woman-mother, because she accepted her illness — although it cannot be attributed to the category of sacred — as a test, albeit undeserved to the utmost degree. As for the husband, he admitted this disease of his own will and thereby aggravated his karma, which the lustful male must redeem by himself, but in no case by the Lord, Who honours chastity in marriage above all!
Then again, many years later, during my stay in a cancer hospital, I made a discovery for myself that I was indeed surrounded by very kind people. And even a grandmother of 84, who had been operated on two days before me, spent the night helping my body find a more comfortable position, at the same time saying that if I somehow bent my leg in a particular way, it would immediately become easier for me. She sat in front of me on the bed and prayed… That night I saw her as a white Angel… Perhaps, this unknown grandmother was able to stand up next to the Lord and to bring about another resurrection of my flesh… Only two persons who proceeded with me to another building for radiation treatment, showed any kind of rudeness towards me, but even they, after they saw me helping everyone, gave me flowers and seeds.
For some reason, many patients thought I was a doctor, and brought me their analyses. Regardless of the results, I told them that they had a great stroke of luck to have exactly the kind of cells which were able to heal quickly. And then, depending on the degree of their faith, the body could start the mechanism of self-regulation on its own. Yes, a heartfelt attitude is able to perform miracles, but, again, only with those who are themselves able to show heartfeltness in response.
And so, perhaps, like many of you, I ask the question once again: “Is sickness a visitation from the Lord?” Have I not been leading a righteous life for many years? And did St Seraphim of Sarov, who had been seriously ill since childhood and later as well, deserve such inhuman pains? Even when robbers severely beat and abandoned him, thinking they had killed him, did he interrupt his path of serving people?!
Of course, hundreds of examples can be cited from the martyred lives of Saints. However, in trying to understand the nature of any illness, we should remember one thing: we should always safeguard the heart — only by it can the Lord come, because, unlike other organs, the heart is woven from higher-frequency matter; its energies have not been studied and represent a great mystery to the Science of today — a mystery which is necessary to resolve without delay.
And then everyone who is chained by a disease can honestly confess to themselves what kind of illness they have: the sacred, received as a result of a Fiery or a planet-wide experiment; the karmic, as an unpaid debt, which stems from their past lifetimes, or incurred as a consequence of unrighteous actions; or the admitted through their own harmful habits or disgraceful attitude towards their bodies, as well as towards their souls. And then they can find the answer personally for themselves to the question: Is their sickness a visitation from the Lord?!
Named as one of the 100 Most Spiritually Influential Living People in 2020 by Watkins Mind Body Spirit, Zinovya Dushkova, Ph.D., is an award-winning Russian author, poet, philosopher, and historian who has devoted more than thirty years to the acquisition of the secret wisdom underlying all known religions and philosophies. Her spiritual quest has taken her to remote Buddhist monasteries and sacred Abodes hidden within mountains and deserts in Tibet, Nepal, Mongolia, and India. In 1995, she gained admittance to the secret Book of Dzyan and revealed its new excerpt in The Book of Secret Wisdom. Dr. Dushkova’s major work is The Teaching of the Heart series. For more information, please visit her website at: www.dushkova.com/en.